finally i called her

2025-03-14 01:48 Note Type: journal Tags: communication, healing, conversation, relationship, friendship, why-did-you-cry

Finally I called her.

It’s been a few months I have been wondering how to share everything with her. I didn’t want to ghost her either. After a lot of processing, forgiveness, and acceptance, I spoke about things with her. And I addressed the elephant in the room. I hope god forgives me if I put a tear in her eyes. I hope she forgives me too. I hope I forgive myself too. Sometimes things don’t make sense, and it’s okay. We are doing what best we can do with whatever wisdom we do possess. 

I feel a bit lighter. Decoupling is also an art. I feel like I did it a bit better than how a girl I once loved so much had done it with me. A conscious decoupling takes a lot of courage, open communication, and maturity. I hope we all heal from the things we don’t take about.

28th November, 2024