pain was something i owed him

I thought the pain was something I owed him.

I tried to find the pain. All I could find was peace.

Grief, it's allowed to sit alongside peace instead of fighting it.

What a deep set of words!

I read this in an Instagram Post by Ravi Vazirani

How can I call myself a lover, when the one I loved never felt loved?

References:

https://www.instagram.com/rayvie/ https://www.instagram.com/p/DbbNMN9CJgn/?img_index=1