a shadow i cant escape

2025-05-31 01:22 Note Type: Tags:

I told myself I had moved on. I whispered it to my heart over and over, hoping it would listen. I distracted myself, buried myself in new routines, new faces, new places anything to erase the traces of her from my mind. And for a while, I thought it worked. I thought I had finally freed myself from the weight of those memories. When i plays this song. Just a few notes, and suddenly, it's like a storm inside me. Her face, her voice, the way she used to look at me it all comes flooding back, uninvited yet impossible to ignore. It’s strange, isn’t it? How music has this way of unlocking doors we thought we had closed forever? It doesn’t just remind us it makes us feel everything all over again. The love, the loss, the longing, the moments we can never have back. And in that moment, it’s as if time rewinds, and I’m standing in the past, reliving it like it never left. And in that moment, I realize I never truly left her behind. Maybe I moved forward, but she never left me. Maybe we don’t really 'move on' from some people. Maybe some memories are stitched into our souls, impossible to erase, destined to stay with us no matter how much time passes.I tried to let her go. I told myself I didn’t need her anymore. But no matter how far I run, no matter how much I convince myself I’ve healed, she lingers like a song I can’t stop hearing, like a shadow I can’t escape. I don’t want her anymore… but she’s carved into my heart forever!